Falcon, the singular hair of mustache, developed into the hard clay of the china plate. You break the ceiling glass to see a picture of a sky with its phallic excellence. From the ground up, I drew my swords and cut through the wounds of these walls; it had a name for me; it called me every sound, for it thought I lived on it. But it forgot I sleep on her garment, where I dream a dream of being one with the built, the object with its all naivety. There is no protesting this, no to divorce, yes to the flaneur without the Proustian demon.
This alchemy treats buildings and other glorious structures like a magic recipe.
I almost made her beautiful; tempted to turn her into a corpse, out of my inability to sleep, which made me test her internal organs. This is why I and life cannot go together; this is my truth, overwhelmed by the thought of the eternal mal. I disown any human family; I belong to no one but to you, torment. O, it’s sweet nail, come, let me bleed this body into you; let me carry you into the judgement of God. When faced with a challenge, in its visually impressive muscles, I have learned to embrace you and sought haven in the hand that cut; a refuge in horror. This skin, this young skin, won’t fool me into accepting the normal without a bite.
I am sharpening my dagger; my dagger is my love, teacher. I am coming for you. This is the night you will see the color orange, the objective, and the love of your wife as diabolical. I am the agent, the kernel that will infuse every object you perceive with esoteric meaning and introduce madness into your cultivated relationship. This is the voice from beyond the grave, that impossible voice.
I am a sister, I am a child, caught in the speech of the serial, confessing to technology; I am walking insult to consecration, I am the gap between your teeth. I will take my revenge, I will show you to the beautiful creatures, for you are my work. The un-dead is the ideal; what matters is an eye, the pineal one. ENOUGH! Open your leg, let me make you a martyr.
No longer my blue angel!